Monday, May 19, 2025
Ode to Art in the Age of Ai.
Friday, January 03, 2025
Ode To You For The New Year
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Ode to You for the New Year.
If you’re like me and most wannabe overachievers reflecting on the year’s achievements or disappointments, you’re welcome to join in the annual ritual of self-congratulations or self-crucifixion.
Before you indulge in comforting or cursing yourself with the year’s hits or misses, know that you have done enough if not too much, in pursuit of those illusive dreams you think your happiness hinges on. Everything happens or does not happen for a reason. Be thankful.
The past year has already been marked by significant global events, from political and social unrest to advancement in technology chiefly artificial intelligence.
If you’re still reading this,(congratulations, most people don’t read) you will know deep down you have done enough no matter how little or much you think you have expended. We have already arrived at year’s end or in a new one.
So sit back, relax and conspire now to contemplate on how much less you should do in the new year and spend more time doing absolutely nothing.
When you seriously focus on doing nothing, which is probably the most difficult thing to do, you'll achieve more.
In essence, if you’re doing too much you’re probably doing the wrong things.
So if you’ll just slow down, sit in a quiet place and spend some time with yourself you will invariably emerge to do the necessary with consciousness and presence.
What got us here won’t get us there.
2024 showed us the rapid advancement of Ai at dizzying speeds. It’s showing us Ai can do almost anything we can. We probably have to discard everything or every tool we used to get us here. The only thing we have left is ourself as individuals.
We are being stripped of our capabilities starting with our thinking, then they will eventually take over our doing or undoing.
As you read this, factories in China running full capacity 24/7 are called ‘dark factories’ simply because they are fully roboticized, no lighting is required save for a man and a dog. The dog’s job is to prevent the man from touching the buttons. The man’s job is to feed the dog. This is not a joke in China. Young Chinese entrepreneur Eric Chen, founder of Kingswills, a materials science company said in the New York Times recently that; “Probably in the future the competition for the US is not China, but A.I. It is coming for both of us.”
Ai is Coming For Us.
As we stand at a crossroads, humanity is faced with the echoes of its past while holding onto the promise of a hopeful future. We are navigating the complexities of progress, and it’s becoming clear: the age of AI is here, transforming the way we live.
In this fast-evolving world, we must ask ourselves: what truly brings us joy?
It is time to pursue those passions with relentless determination.
Now is the moment to confront our thoughts and fears, recognizing them for what they are — often mere stories of regret and anxiety that play on an endless loop in our mind.
Let us release this mental clutter and embrace the present. Our most authentic selves are waiting to emerge, to create.
Remember, we do not need to chase after more. Everything we seek is already within us.
Whether you connect with a higher power, the spirit of the universe, or nature itself, know that we were equipped for this journey from the moment we were born.
You are enough. We are enough.
As we step into this new year, let it be a choice for creativity, possibility, and hope.
Happy New Year! The future is ours to create.
"Bad things are happening loudly- the injury, the flat tire, the mistake that gets you criticised. Everybody talks about the moments that make things a hassle.
Good things always happen quietly - the completed workout, the healthy meal, the ten minutes of writing. Nobody talks about the little moments that add up."
- James Clear
Sunday, November 10, 2024
One Lazy Sunday Afternoon.
Lazy Sunday Afternoons.
*Batik Painting by Chuah Thean Teng |
Not to be mistaken for lazy Saturday afternoons or any lazy afternoon, the lazy Sunday afternoon is special if not spiritual in very many little ways.
Apart from having to be on Sunday, the lazy part is largely accessed via feelings, emotions and experience. Lazy is in the sense of being aware but disenchanted. It is a moment where time stands still or at least drags on with a long languid languor of purposelessness. Usually imbued with heat and humidity - hence afternoon, one is caught in a situation one is inextricably part of, even though there’s really nothing happening. The situation as it happens, happens by unfolding unplanned. A situation within a situation, if you get my drift.
Visualise a situation in real life, in a café by the street, at the seaside, poolside, or simply gazing at nature, where you get to be the observer observing yourself in it.
It is a scene where everything happens as it should, nothing is amiss. Like a scene in a movie setting waiting for something to happen except nothing happens… not a word is said.
Here is where Sunday makes its distinction, being the sabbath, a holiday largely observed, most people are not bustling about at work or in traffic. Some are cooling off in an after-lunch siesta. Few if none are required in the scene as stillness directs.
This little window of inactivity on a lazy Sunday afternoon is a sweet spot for observers of nothing, at the same time it is ‘full of life’ for the observant.
A childhood memory of such an instance brings me back many years to when I was 7 or 8. It is our family homestead where just three of us were cast in an idyllic scene that framed the perfect lazy Sunday afternoon for me.
A large luscious lawn spreading out under several coconut palms, under the shade of a short one, sat my mother slicing coconut fronds with a small sharp knife stripping them to their thin stems. The dogs are taking refuge from the heat under the house, my older sister then only a teenager, cradled my head on her knee, using a tiny wooden ear digger exploring my inner ears for wax. My mother while slicing deftly, was surveying the surroundings looking for stray chickens, goats or cows that may wander into our compound. My sister deeply engrossed with the insides of my ear, forced me to keep completely still, only allowing me to take in the entire scene lying on my side as if it was my job to capture, frame and archive this subliminally. While variations of this scene happened several times before at our home, it was this particular situation that stayed with me all these years. Perhaps I was fully engaged with all my senses in that moment feeling a deep sense of connection to the ladies of the house who took care of me. But it wasn’t just about the ladies in the scene as I recall the entire vignette comprising even the smells and texture of the grass, trees, plants, shrubs, background fence, including the large Chiku tree at the end of the fence gently stirring in the afternoon breeze. It was a periphery vision that I had tuned into. A sort of floodlight vision that augmented my spotlight vision that afforded me an expansive even oceanic feel to experiencing the life I was living.
On that lazy Sunday afternoon, I felt I had a place in this big, complicated, and mysterious world I was thrust into. I felt safe coupled with deep physical and emotional comfort not fully comprehending then, that what I felt was love.
*Batik painting featured - Chuah Thean Teng, Malaysian artist born 1914 in Fujian, China is widely regarded as the "father of batik art" who developed batik as a means of painting;[1] "his adaptation of the traditional batik medium into an accepted form of painting ... elevated the status of batik as a craft to an art medium."[5]
Monday, October 23, 2023
I love you. HB Zane.
Today is my son’s birthday. A son. A good son.
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Performance machines with style |
What makes a good son?
A person who is kind and considerate.
A person who is fearless.
A responsible person.
A caring person.
A person who constantly looks out for his loved ones, his friends, and whoever he cares to look out for.
A person who does the right thing whenever and wherever.
But Good Sons are aplenty in this world.
When a good son becomes your best friend, now that’s special. Really special.
And that’s what my son is to me. My best friend.
What makes a best friend?
A person who spend time with you no matter where or when.
A person who reaches out to you ever so often just because.
A person you’re not afraid to be naked with in body and soul.
A person who you can be totally honest and share feelings with.
A person who you can get sloshed or stoned out of your mind with.
A person who will hang out and wait around for you while you do silly things, running around looking for antiquities, experiences or an expedition to absurd places like Cupertino. Or to patiently be present while you slowly squander time in museums & art galleries.
A person who shares your taste in music and food.
A person who inspires everyone in his life by setting standards that lifts everyone and everything around him.
An artist who is kind and compassionate with people yet strict and stoic with himself in maintaining astronomical aspirations in his craft.
Such a person is rare. And that person brightens up everyone’s life.
What joy it is to have a good son as well as a best friend.
Happy Birthday My Son. My Best Friend.
What you do inspires me to no end.
Since you were little you were a bright happy spark reaching for the stars.
That’s where you are from and what you’re made of. Stars and Stardust.
You can be anything you want to be.
But you already know that.
Proud and so happy for you. My Man.
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Life's like that. |
Here’s a song I have been waiting and yet to dedicate to someone. I am so happy I get to dedicate this song to you.
Just know that the music you’ve appreciated and shared with me keeps me company for many nights on my balcony. And tonight I’ll be partying like never before to all the music we love and share.
Queen kicked off tonight’s party. My favourite rock band which I’m sure is one of yours.
Here's one more...
Enjoy your day & everyday son.
P/s. And this one of course is gold;
Pp/s; To get the full picture, read my previous post for you on "Music is the sound of emotions"
Saturday, October 01, 2022
I love you. One Fine Saturday afternoon.
One Fine Saturday in September.
I had just finished a short but productive meeting with my Brunei friend and distributor at The Westin in Bukit Bintang. As I made my way back, I walked the short distance fr the hotel to the MRT station positioned right in front of Lot 10. This iconic old-school mall also houses many interesting stores as well as Isetan- my favourite Japanese dept store chain with unrivalled customer service.
I took the escalators up and after two floors decided to browse along one while heading towards Isetan.
A traditional red Batek sarong draped over a blue painted fence caught my eye. It was a painting hanging on the wall of an art gallery. The watercolour artist Chang Fee Ming came to mind, only he can accurately capture intricate details of traditional Batek sarongs and rural scenes so beautifully. It was rare to see real artworks by the famous Terengganu native that I simply had to see this one up close. After all most of his works are locked up in private collection and are quickly sold at rightly expensive prices.
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“A Blessing Morning” ~ Ting Cho Chien Acrylic on canvas 152.6cm x 91.5cm |
I was wrong. The artist is Ting Cho Chien, 52 born in Miri, Sarawak. His paintings in acrylic, are very competently executed displaying deftness of subject in fine detail. This is his 4th solo exhibition and it is titled “ Wish On The Same Big Sky” which showcases work between 2020-2022 - The pandemic years. Hence the title, fashioned after lyrics in the song “Somewhere out there” featured in the non-Disney animated musical- An American Tail. I spent some time admiring the art pieces from the exhibition as well as works of other artists on display including a few pieces by Eng Tay, a New York trained Malaysian artist whose figurative abstract paintings center on love and family.
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"Happy Hours" ~ Eng Tay, Oil on canvas 30cm x 40cm |
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"Precious Time"~ Eng Tay, Oil on canvas 24cm x 24cm. |
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'Cheerfulness' ~ Yap Chin Hoe, mixed on canvas 20cm x20cm. |
Having satiated my soul, I made my way to the upper floors of Isetan where they have authentic Japanese merchandise, crafts and curios on display. Although the offerings were getting less and less over the pandemic years, this experimental, experiential concept store, a first outside of Japan, is a delight to explore. I browsed for a few minutes and managed to pick a couple of fine porcelain rice bowls for my collection and was very well served by an attentive sales assistant named Nur. I thanked her and bid her goodbye as I took the carefully wrapped bowls and escalators down to the ground floor and exited the mall’s main entrance a few steps opposite the MRT station.
This three-tiered underground station has one level for the concourse & ticketing counters, one level down for the south Kajang bound trains and one more level down for north Kwasa Damansara bound trains. This is probably the only station with such a unique configuration.
I caught the north bound Kwasa Damansara train that arrived promptly together with a throng of other passengers. Fellow Malaysians of various race, age, and fashion sense, spend their Saturday afternoon with loved ones embarking and disembarking KL's still spanking new MRT coaches. It was a pleasant sight to behold and to be apart of as families, youngsters, strangers, most standing, some sitting, mingle and mix in the casual commute with deference and respect for each other. The children travelling in prams or on tiny feet were especially endearing to watch and interact with. Their genuine smiles seem to be permanently etched on their faces. Even the ones with little masks on.
After only two stops, I disembarked at Pasar Seni station to catch my connecting LRT to Bangsar. The lift took us up from the underground MRT to the adjoining LRT concourse and the escalator to the above ground platform. As I gently stepped off the escalator to the open air platform, I saw her for the first time- A Fairy, resplendent in costume of olden-day China. Almost exactly like the floating fairy images on mooncake boxes and firecracker packets.
She was standing near the start of the platform in front of a pillar and a huge standing fan. Her hair was neatly tied up in a bunch like a headgear, adorned with pink and purple faux roses at the back. Her face, hidden by a mandatory white face mask made her all the more mysterious. Her almond shaped eyes peered at me from under finely shaped high eyebrows, two small pieces of white jade stones, one larger than the other, are embedded in the middle of her forehead. From her ears, headphone cables flow down her robe attached to her phone in her right hand. On her left hand, she holds the handle of a round silk fan embroidered with a pair of pandas playing under the branches of a cherry blossom. Her peach coloured silk overcoat was trimmed with a light olive band lightly embroidered with flowers, running around the lapels on her shoulders down to her front edges falling well below her knees. A red blouse and a long sweeping white pleated skirt, that hides a pair of silk embroidered slippers with upturned tips, complete the mystical creature's ensemble. From a distance she looked like a floating apparition.
Having never seen a fairy in person before, I was dumbfounded to say the least. What would you have done? I kept looking at her, discreetly taking pictures from my mobile. She was indeed very meticulously costumed and I was fascinated. I looked around to see if there was a camera crew somewhere filming her. There wasn't. The people standing around her were pretty nonchalant about her 'dress'. No one tried to chat her up nor anyone was conscious about distancing themselves from this 'fairy'. I simply stood observing her and the people around her and I surmised that commuters these days are unperturbed with oddity and have respect for each others individuality and creativity.
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'The Fairy's Back' ~ Pineforest. |
The train arrived and she effortlessly 'floated' from the platform into the coach as the doors slid open. The people, disembarking or embarking seem to part like water from a ship's hull when she boarded. I followed close behind into the first coach filling to standing room only.
The fairy was hanging nonchalantly onto a hand strap while the train lurched forward, after two stops arrived at my destination- Bangsar station. I squeezed past the thick facade of bodies to disembark, as I brushed past the fairy before stepping on the platform, I told her exactly how she looked.
She let out a startled "Oh..! Thank you" as I walked out of her life down to my favourite Indian restaurant in Bangsar Utama for my thosai and teh tarek done to my specifications by Mani and his crew. It was a fine Saturday indeed.
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"Thosai with 2-chutneys, fish curry, dhal curry" by Chief cook Mani. |
I wish you fine days ahead.
P/s. Have you seen a fairy up front before?
Sunday, February 14, 2021
I love you. Yesterday, today and tomorrow.
I chanced upon a rare gem as I randomly browsed through 'The Essential Gibran' hardback. The only one remaining in my bookshelf of the two copies I purchased from The Strand book store in NYC.
This piece hit me hard in the silence of the night as I read it aloud.
So hard that I refuse to let it lay idle, lost in the pages of the hardback tucked away in a bookshelf.
I would prefer it laid out in a post exposed to my little world in my meditations.
And if only one person were to read and enjoy the sublime beauty it represents, I would be truly happy.
Yesterday, today and tomorrow. ~ Khalil Gibran
I said to my friend,
'See her leaning over his arm?
Yesterday she leaned over my arm'.
And he said:
'Tomorrow she will lean over mine'.
And I said:
'See her sitting at his side;
And yesterday she sat at my side'.
And he said:
'Tomorrow she will sit at mine'.
And I said,
'Don't you see her drinking from his cup?
And yesterday she sipped from mine'.
And he said:
'Tomorrow she will drink from mine'.
And I said,
'Look how she glances at him with eyes full of love!
And with just such love, yesterday she glanced at me'.
And he said:
'Tomorrow she will glance at me likewise'.
And I said,
'Listen to her whispering songs of love in his ears.
And yesterday she whispered the same songs in mine'.
And he said:
'Tomorrow she will whisper them in mine'.
And I said,
'Look at her embracing him, and yesterday she embraced me'.
And he said:
'Tomorrow she will lie in my arms'.
And I said,
'What a strange woman she is!!'
And he said:
'She is Life'.
Saturday, December 19, 2020
I love you. Reading and Relationships.
What's the relationship between Reading & Relationships?
If you can approach a relationship the same way you approach reading a book. You will not only succeed but enjoy it tremendously.
Hence the saying; 'you can read a person like a book'
Doing both well simply requires only one thing - Paying Attention.
My obsession with books heightened when I spent some time working and travelling with the world's largest retailer of analogue books. I enjoyed every moment of the job. I especially loved the view from my office which overlooked the cavernous book warehouses on the premises. I felt cocooned, coddled, and privileged to be in the presence of millions of books.
Friday, October 23, 2020
I love you. Happy Birthday Zane.
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Photo by Jon Tyson on Unsplash |
"Music is the sound of emotions" ~ Victor Hugo |
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Courtesy of www.PaulCezanne.org |
Saturday, October 14, 2006
may i feel


may i feel said he
may i feel said he (i'll squeal said she, just once said he)
it's fun said she (may i touch said he, how much said she, a lot said he)
why not said she (let's go said he, not too far said she, what's too far said he, where you are said she)
may i stay said he (which way said she, like this said he, if you kiss said she, may i move said he, is it love said she)
if you're willing said he (but you're killing said she, but it's life said he, but your wife said she, now said he)
ow said she (tiptop said he, don't stop said she, oh no said he) go slow said she, (cccome? said he, ummm said she) you're divine! said he (you are Mine said she)