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Tuesday, October 31, 2023

I love you. October?

 What did October teach you?


Ever since I was a child, I would often hear my big brother bellow like a baboon; “Patience is the mother of all virtues” and I would look up & stare at the big monkey perched on the jambu tree and wonder wtf was he saying!

Anyone who hasn’t seen or isn't going through tough times these days could be living under a rock or has deep pockets. Having to travel in early October in the early hours of the morning, saw signs of life returning to the usually crowded terminal at KLIA2. Most flights were full as optimism slowly returned to the travel industry only to be dampened by a local airline going bust jettisoning thousands of passengers with bookings.

Also in the early hours on Oct 7, Hamas staged a surprise attack on Israel triggering events of unspeakable horror and brutality that could escalate into WW3.

As if feeling terribly depressed, our ringgit fell to a 25-year low of RM4.77 to the US$, the lowest since the 1997-8 financial crisis.

In mitigation, on Oct 1, in a press release;
"Growth in developing East Asia and Pacific is projected to remain strong at 5% in 2023 but will ease in the second half of 2023 and is forecast to be 4.5% during 2024," the World Bank said on Sunday in its semi-annual economic outlook for the region.
The silver lining here is that Malaysia is expected to perform better (3.9-4.3% growth) in 2023/4 than the last 5 years. (Av. 3.1%)*.

While wine infused lunches still continue for some, some of us have to sip Chinese tea and remain patient as the cycle of life turns to complete the curve of the law of nature, averages, good business practices supported by good governance to prevail.

I now understand my brother’s quote and what October taught me- Patience.
Impatience will surely result in disaster.

May the harmonising force be with you.
May you stay the course with resolve and patience.
May you find strength in finding your gifts.
May November bring glad tidings and peace on earth.




P/s This post is dedicated in memory of multitalented Ray Stevenson who played Baylon Skoll a fallen Jedi, in the Star Wars Clone Wars Series.
Another gunforhire gone too soon.
















Monday, October 23, 2023

I love you. HB Zane.

 Today is my son’s birthday. A son. A good son. 

Performance machines with style











What makes a good son? 


A person who is kind and considerate. 

A person who is fearless. 

A responsible person. 

A caring person. 

A person who constantly looks out for his loved ones, his friends, and whoever he cares to look out for. 

A person who does the right thing whenever and wherever. 



But Good Sons are aplenty in this world. 



When a good son becomes your best friend, now that’s special. Really special. 


And that’s what my son is to me. My best friend. 


What makes a best friend? 


A person who spend time with you no matter where or when. 


A person who reaches out to you ever so often just because. 


A person you’re not afraid to be naked with in body and soul. 


A person who you can be totally honest and share feelings with. 


A person who you can get sloshed or stoned out of your mind with. 


A person who will hang out and wait around for you while you do silly things, running around looking for antiquities, experiences or an expedition to absurd places like Cupertino. Or to patiently be present while you slowly squander time in museums & art galleries. 


A person who shares your taste in music and food. 


A person who inspires everyone in his life by setting standards that lifts everyone and everything around him. 


An artist who is kind and compassionate with people yet strict and stoic with himself in maintaining astronomical aspirations in his craft. 


Such a person is rare. And that person brightens up everyone’s life. 


What joy it is to have a good son as well as a best friend. 



Happy Birthday My Son. My Best Friend. 


What you do inspires me to no end. 


Since you were little you were a bright happy spark reaching for the stars. 

That’s where you are from and what you’re made of. Stars and Stardust. 

You can be anything you want to be. 

But you already know that. 


Proud and so happy for you. My Man.


Life's like that.




Here’s a song I have been waiting and yet to dedicate to someone. I am so happy I get to dedicate this song to you. 




Just know that the music you’ve appreciated and shared with me keeps me company for many nights on my balcony. And tonight I’ll be partying like never before to all the music we love and share.  

Queen kicked off tonight’s party. My favourite rock band which I’m sure is one of yours. 

Here's one more...



Enjoy your day & everyday son. 




P/s. And this one of course is gold;




Pp/s; To get the full picture, read my previous post for you on "Music is the sound of emotions"